i love the theme of this blog right now because it’s called Koi. it’s my own special name that means ‘pinky finger’ in thai. furthermore, i’m also Ting Tong, which in thai means somebody weird and crazy in a good way. at least that’s according to Y. Â it’s a cute name to be called, he claims, and i’ll take his words at face value, because he thinks that i have value of the face sort.
i just watched the battle rounds of teams ceelo and adam in the second season of “the voice” and i must say, i’m a little bit worried for my boy, adam. i don’t know if america will buy into the kind of kitsch that ceelo green and christina aguilera subscribe to because adam’s team this season reveal his choices for a subdued, “voice” package of singers who may not necessarily be young (katrina and the black bosomy woman who sang adele’s “rolling in the deep” in the same way adele sang it at the grammy awards — adam, what were you thinking???), nor lookers (the mouseketeer luca looks plain), nor fashionable (even though i found christina’s comment about karla’s cowboy boots a tad catty, i must say i agreed with her… the glittery mini dress with the suede boots just didn’t do anything for me). those who did have looks, like mathai, soared, even if christina thought it was “a bit too loungy”. i can’t trust a silicone-has-been platinum blonde who constantly shoots off her mouth when a pretty young thing with an honest-to-goodness voice, hot body, and beautiful diaphanous dress brings the entire house to its feet.
blake and his crappy jacket were the singular islands of reprieve and sanity tonight. ceelo kept throwing in annoying production effects that christina lapped up but which distracted blake from enjoying the performances of team ceelo singers. it gave me a rush of mean vindication to see ceelo’s model erin get shot down by the judges and ceelo himself because she’s been sucking since the battle rounds. the brother duo she bumped out of the competition would have been more dope for me but then again, i’m a rocker at heart so i’m heavily biased. my sentimental favourite, pip (and not because he was drop-dead cute, which he is), was underwhelming. he did choose a rock song, like jamar from team ceelo, but unlike jamar, he was singing inside an undersized condom. i wanted so badly for him to get down and dirty, literally, and slide across the smooth NBC stage on his knees and tear a few threads from his cheesy jeans and chucks combination. i wanted him to rip off his uber-kitschy tie and run it all over his body in erotic, provocative ways. but he didn’t. which is why jamar brought the house down when he rocked hard in the last number of the night, earning standing ovations from both ceelo and adam levine.
enough of the voice. i am unabashedly a team adam fan but i don’t mind if someone from team ceelo takes the trophy this year. my money’s on jamar!
i can hear dido tonight.
“My lover’s gone
I know that kiss will be my last
no more his song
the tune upon his lips has passed
I sing alone
while I watch the ocean
My lover’s gone…”
is it possible to fill up the room with presence so that the only thing left to do to create space to breathe is to smile? a smile changes the dynamics that confined space immensely, and although the sexual tension subsides, the languid expression is the concrete validation of one’s sensuousness and palpability. yes, the heart is throbbing and i didn’t think it could happen so late in the day, but the body is yearning for more, clinging to the rough, misty edges of memory. two bodies are one, ragged breaths mingled, and ninja stars are puncturing the borders of one’s internal universe with every exquisite thrust of that physical union. as the weeks counter climbs, so does the inevitable, disastrous ascent to forgetfulness.
What They’ve Said